Its two fifty a.m and im so very wide awake, freezing.. feeling the need to talk but no one to talk to, and i am perfectly okay with that. I just am realizing things more and more as time goes on of course, trying to keep my annoyances to a minimum, optimism and FAITH high. God, I Love God. I truly do.. he works magically. But I am starting to realize that as i get older, I’m starting to feel things deeper. All my emotions, being compared to ones that i had while i was younger, are so much more magnified now than they used to be. For instance, when i used to get mad it was for everything, and now when i get angry.. truly angry.. its rare but intense. My happiness is so much more lasting, and my love runs so hard through my veins that it hurts, because its a foreign feeling. So much passion behind everything that matters enough and i am in love with this.. i love who i am becoming, this passionate person who has reasons and concrete, thought out logic for every action and feeling.. I’m growing up. I am learning the art of deferential emotions and its a good thing!

Ps: i enjoy you. That is all.