HI tumblr. I need to stay away from being coy seeing as how I’ve had an account before, I know how to work this. So I need to say some things that have been long overdue. Firstly, I think my tumblr this time around will definitely be a more different outlook and for a different reason than what it was before. I don’t want it to encompass any of my time, or have direct references to hardships.. straight pretty pictures and my outlook on things via experiences of course. I am DEFINITELY trying to lean on God more and the people I love and who love me for help on my problems, and truthfully, yes a blog is a safe haven for some to vent. But it’s not for me anymore.

With this being said: I am Hoda, and 18 year old college freshman who has learned so much about herself and her surroundings this past year and who has gone through some changes. Some good, some bad. But I have taken then bad and put it aside and chose to magnify the Good.. which, especially now that I think about, has been put upon me on abundance. Yes, I am still single and unemployed but truthfully, aside from those two minuscule things, I have nothing to complain about.. especially not in the face of my God who has blessed me with these other factors that i obtain. Especially wisdom.. I really am thankful and fully aware that through all the things that have happened .. I learned that experiences make people (mainly me) a stronger person.. Guess it validates that I’m human for one and not stupid lol. But with that “I’m human” clause, I do believe that we are BUILT TO MAKE MISTAKES.. it happens. But I don’t want to use it as an excuse.. if I slip up, Which I’m SURE I will… I’ll just pray on it, and hope that I have the strength to refrain from negativity. I am also learning patience.. And a bunch more worldly skills.. I hope to perfect them. I really do. Through God, I think I can get close.

So Welcome to my blog.. Where although, I’ll have God throughout my posts.. I promise I won’t preach. :)