hessaxo:

9.1

The habit of gratitude I think has become an everyday thing for me. I can’t help but marvel every single night at the opportunities I’ve had throughout my days. It took me a while to get hip to the whole idea of manifesting and truly drawing in and actualizing the type of woman I have come to be, but I’m finally here and it’s so hard to imagine life otherwise. I LOVE this existence. In its sloppy, confused and somewhat unsure reality … it still manages to be beautiful. Humming with an electricity that breathes into me a purpose every day, usually unspecific. Otherwise, highly intentionalized - my life is the perfect little orchestra at this point. And by no means, truly perfect but working and functioning at full flow. I am at complete and total peace with all that surrounds me at the moment. I desire, I fantasize. But I need for nothing, and it’s such a huge relief to express that. I feel so good and hopeful about life and the future and whatever Allah has planned for me and will work with me to create - I am ok with it. And not just ok, pleased. I am in total surrender yet total control. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.